Mar 12, 2014

lihat sayang, aku di sini

Sayang,
Pandang aku.

Bukan dia, 
Bukan dia,
Bukan dia,
Tapi aku.

Pandang aku,
Dan cuma aku.

Tolong.

Feb 22, 2014

tunggul

Eleh
Tak kiralah apa aku buat
Kau tetap takkan pernah nampak aku
Invisible gitu
So why bother
Nyeh.

Jul 30, 2013

idiot

I really shouldn't have flattered myself too much.

--

You stupid heart.

Apr 10, 2013

dear abang, this is for you

Dear big brother
I know I never say this to you
But I love you
I always do

Even when you called me ‘bodoh’
And offended me with your inconsiderate remarks
Even when you teased me
And called me names
‘Bepop’ and ‘Ikakumon’ and God knows what else
--
I love you
I always do

Dear big brother
I know I am not the best sister in the world
And that we are not the bestest buddies
But I love you
I always do

Even when we didn’t agree on the same things
Even when we fought
And you despise my face and I despise yours
Even when you talked so much
And I get tired of listening
Even when you hijacked the TV while I’m watching
Even when you were mad at me
--
I love you
I always do

I know you cannot stand me being fussy
I know you cannot stand me being bossy and noisy
I know you hate my guts for being loud and disturbed your sleep
--
Thank you for bearing with me

Dear big brother
Now that you have found the love of your life
I just hope that you won’t forget me
I hope that you will save just a lil bit space in your love-filled heart
For your loud-fussy-noisy-annoying sister

Oh and I hope, with all my heart
That you will be happy
And that you will be blessed
And that you will be forever in love

Dear big brother
I know I never say this to you
--
But I love you
I always do.

Apr 9, 2013

and I'll go

chocolates and cigarettes- angus & julia stone

".. Still too young to fail, too scared to sail away
But one of these days I'll grow old
And I'll grow brave and I'll go
One of these days .."