Jul 30, 2011

i wish

lullaby- priscilla ahn


i wanted to fly
so unfortunate
i'm a one-winged man
...



Jul 29, 2011

dream

dream- priscilla ahn

I was a little girl alone 
in my little world 
who dreamed of a little home for me. 

I played pretend between the trees, 
and fed my houseguests bark and leaves, 
and laughed in my pretty bed of green. 

I had a dream 
That I could fly from the highest swing. 
I had a dream. 

Long walks in the dark 
through woods grown behind the park,
I asked God who I'm supposed to be. 

The stars smiled down on me, 
God answered in silent reverie.
I said a prayer and fell asleep. 

I had a dream 
That I could fly from the highest tree. 
I had a dream. 

Now I'm old and feeling grey.
I don't know what's left to say 
about this life I'm willing to leave. 

I lived it full and I lived it well, 
there's many tales I've lived to tell. 
I'm ready now, I'm ready now, I'm ready now
to fly from the highest wing. 

I had a dream

*a sweet-interesting song. woke up this morning with the lyrics in my head. good job Priscilla Ahn! 

Jul 24, 2011

dear you

i want to hold your hand- the beatles

I am a loner       
For being such a weirdo
I’m worried that I’ll never have a go

But you give me the look
The smile on your face so bright
That I’m no longer terrified
My sky is now blue and white

If it is not love that I’m seeing in your eyes
I would say my heart is telling lies
Because it keeps me smiling foolishly
Each and every time
You appear in front of me

I wanted my life to change
And so I tried to find the ways
But if I just leave it as it is
My simple life itself, is a pure bliss

For you are here
Giving me love and care
Now and forever after

*written specially for you; my very own, special, awesome gifts from God!

sekepal tinta dari puduraya

unintended- muse

maka berkejarlah kamu melakukan pekerjaan yang baik.

so when you have finished (doing a good deed) resume your toil (doing other good deeds). [94:7]

kadang kita merungut.
selalu kita  mengamuk-merampus.
penat, penat, penattt hidup!

apa yang aku dapat susah belajar ni pun?
apa yang aku dapat perit cari duit ni pun?
apa yang aku dapat sakit hadapkan hidup ni pun?

with every hardship there is ease. [94:6]

manusia selalu berlagak dungu, dumb, numb.
konon tak ngerti apa yang dia dah hadam.
satu satu dalam kepala.

hidup dekat sini, bukan yang pasti.
hela nafas dekat sini, bila bila boleh terhenti.
yang confirm, cuma dekat yang sana.
bila sini dah kau tinggal, hanya sana ada jalan.
maka yang dekat sini, cari bekal saja.
masa yang ada pun, bukan lama.
jangan leka, jangan alpa.
yang pasti itu, janji Dia.

*sebagai ingatan picisan untuk mengingatkan diri yang selalu hilang ingatan. May He bless.

Jul 19, 2011

momen kesalahan

run- amy macdonald

yang salah, tetap akan silap.
yang benar, selalu akan betul.

bila kau salah, tetap kau salah.
walau pahit terkulat nak kau telan-hadamkan.

kau, takkan betul setiap masa, hari hari, setiap perkara.
ada saat, kau silap, kau salah.

tapi salah boleh di-betulkan.
tukarkan salah jadi betul.
itu, pilihan kau yang buat.
pikir, putuskan.
yang mana jalan kau nak.

dunia, hidup; satu bilik darjah yang takada loceng habis waktunya.
kau belajar; tiap hari, tiap langkah, tiap nafas.

jadi; hidup!

Jul 18, 2011

misery-able

dead- my chemical romance

rasa apa ni?
rasa membencikan, rasa menyampah.
rasa meluat.

tapi pada apa?
pada siapa?
dunia?
huh.

ini rasanya miserable.
aku masa sekarang; misery-able.
jangan tanya kenapa,
sebab aku sendiri taktahu sebab nya.

mungkin sebab aku manusia.
yang jugak ada rasa, merasa, dan perasaan.
ahhhhhhhh.

Jul 4, 2011

pikiran

how to save a life- the fray

kalau kau pandang, tapi kau tak nampak
kalau kau tengok, tapi kau tak lihat
kalau kau cakap, tapi kau tak bersuara
kalau kau dengar tapi kau tak faham
kalau kau faham tapi kau tak rasa
kalau kau rasa tapi kau tak cerna
kalau kau cerna tapi kau tak hadam.

samalah macam,
kau taktahu apa apa
apa apa.

jangan cepat meletak nilai
tinggi atau rendah
hitam atau putih
baik atau jahat
cuma nanti akan tunjuk
kau yang jahil, taktahu, keliru.

jangan cuba adilkan, kau bukan hakim
jangan cuba hukumkan, kau bukan Tuhan.

kau cuma manusia
yang biasa
macam aku, dia, mereka, si polan, si pulanah.

dengan yang pasti
kita sama!
dekat sisi Dia.

O men! Truly We have created you from a male and a female, and made you into nations and tribes that you might get to know (and be kind to) one another. The noblest of you in the sight of Allah is the one most deeply conscious of Him among you (not in accordance with the nobility of lineage or ethnicity). Truly, Allah is Most Knowing, Most Aware (of your state and deeds). (49:13)