Jul 30, 2013

idiot

I really shouldn't have flattered myself too much.

--

You stupid heart.

Apr 10, 2013

dear abang, this is for you

Dear big brother
I know I never say this to you
But I love you
I always do

Even when you called me ‘bodoh’
And offended me with your inconsiderate remarks
Even when you teased me
And called me names
‘Bepop’ and ‘Ikakumon’ and God knows what else
--
I love you
I always do

Dear big brother
I know I am not the best sister in the world
And that we are not the bestest buddies
But I love you
I always do

Even when we didn’t agree on the same things
Even when we fought
And you despise my face and I despise yours
Even when you talked so much
And I get tired of listening
Even when you hijacked the TV while I’m watching
Even when you were mad at me
--
I love you
I always do

I know you cannot stand me being fussy
I know you cannot stand me being bossy and noisy
I know you hate my guts for being loud and disturbed your sleep
--
Thank you for bearing with me

Dear big brother
Now that you have found the love of your life
I just hope that you won’t forget me
I hope that you will save just a lil bit space in your love-filled heart
For your loud-fussy-noisy-annoying sister

Oh and I hope, with all my heart
That you will be happy
And that you will be blessed
And that you will be forever in love

Dear big brother
I know I never say this to you
--
But I love you
I always do.

Apr 9, 2013

and I'll go

chocolates and cigarettes- angus & julia stone

".. Still too young to fail, too scared to sail away
But one of these days I'll grow old
And I'll grow brave and I'll go
One of these days .."


Mar 25, 2013

jarak


a winter story - the one

Sekarang di depan engkau
Ada anak tangga putih
Yang jalannya tuju ke sana
Surga, langit ketujuh, kayangan
Apa apa aja yang kau mau gelarkan

Jadi bila tapak kaki kau sudah pijak disitu
Di tangga itu
Apa kau akan toleh lagi ke belakang mu?
Ke tanah merah yang cuma bikin kotor sepatu kilatmu?

--

Sebab aku tetap disini
Di tanah merah ini

Kau pergi
Tapi aku tetap tinggal disini

Mar 22, 2013

kau pandang muka aku dan cakap, "itu mustahil"

please don't leave me- pink

semoga di satu hari nanti
kau pandang langit cerah
dan kau cuma nampak nampak indah

dan semoga di satu hari nanti
kau bisa bebas
lalu terbang lepas
nun ke horizon yang luas

--

semoga nanti itu
kau cuma pergi dari aku
dan bukan melupakanku.

Mar 12, 2013

aku punya kuasa super; aku yang tidak kelihatan

be be your love- rachel yamagata

sini, tengok sini
aku yang separuh mati sayang kan engkau sepenuh hati
engkau tak nampak?

--

itulahh
kan sudah di-peringat
jangan kau sayang pada yang tak berminat

kan sudahnya hati engkau itu dicampak- campak
kan akhirnya hati engkau itu dibiar-tinggal
di lorong gelap, berderai dan tersadai

itulahh
kan sudah di-peringat

--

hukhuk itu hati aku lah, gila!


Feb 24, 2013

the sad truth

hold on - angus & julia stone

so, tell me
what did I do wrong?

oh and please don't give me the 'it's not you, it's me' bullshit
because you know too well,
that's bullshit

so, tell me.

Feb 23, 2013

suara kecil

hopeless wanderer- mumford & sons

agaknya engkau yang terlalu kisah
apa orang pikir, apa orang kata
biar sajalah!
yang merasa itu kan bukan dia
yang hatinya dipijak-sepak itu kan bukan mereka
ah peduli!

--

senang cakap, buat tengok?

Jan 16, 2013

dear mr future


A song by Wani Ardy

Hello
What's your name?
Have I seen you before?
Have you ever heard me sing?

I don't make the best lullaby
But every song I write
Is my journey to you

You're out there
Breathing the same air
I can feel you near
Should I wait?
Should I find?

I don't wanna be late
I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be late
I don't wanna be

Tell me how many songs do I need to write to get to you?
Tell me how many songs do I need to write to get to you?

Are you here in the crowd?
Would you stand out and show yourself up?
'Cause I've been talking to that someone in the future
If I could I would just squeeze into the drawer
And spare us this series of nonsense

Are you here in the crowd?
Would you stand out and show yourself up?
Let's save our bloody precious time
And put an end to soulmate-searching drama
We've prolly brushed against each other
We're just too frickin' stupid to even bother
Hey it's not like we're getting any younger
And let's not forget all those standard procedure
That might take up another few more years

Oh I am tired of talking to someone in the future
If I could I would just squeeze into the drawer
And spare us this series of heartbreaking nonsense
This series of heartbreaking nonsense
This series of heartbreaking nonsense

Hello
What's your name?